Dia. sahabat yang tidak kenal erti kalah disaat kecundang, walaupun dia kadang kadang bertindak diluar jangkaan tapi pada aku, dia sado. hampir setiap hari emosi dia terganggu mungkin tidak setiap saat, pada bila bila masa dia boleh tersungkur. tapi dia tetap mengukir senyuman dikala hati sarat dengan tangisan dan kesakitan yg selama ini aku mungkin tidak terbayang, hati manusia siapa tahu. Ramai yang nak berkawan dengan dia. sebab apa? sebab dia tak pernah mengecewakan, dia selalu melukis pelangi dikala hati mereka diusik mendung. ya, aku salah seorang daripada mereka, entah kenapa perasaan ingin tahu, ingin berkawan wujud dalam benak fikiranku. Memang aku akui kawan dgn dia best mcm kau dapat ratah sambal belacan dgn tempe, lebih kurang ah. dia ni lah yang buat aku nangis dan gembira ya, pelik tapi itulah hakikatnya. Dia ni sukar dijangka, sebab dia ego. tapi ego aku lagi tinggi menggunung. Macam macam benda dia pendam sampai suatu masa dia hanya memerlukan torehan dan semuanya o...
Please have mercy on me Take it easy on my heart Even though you don't mean to hurt me You keep tearing me apart Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart
no one will ever read this but hell yeah semester 1 dah habis. home alone, got no one to talk to. i miss being in crowded. i miss hostel. Tomorrow, im officially 19! ha how time flies weh 19 years taught me well how to be a better muslim and person. Im proud of myself, youre doing great buddy, hang in there *patting my head* i have been missing some people from past that affected me so much. im glad that thinking about the past makes me happy but i wish to be with them again. Since balik nak tunggu sem 2 ni, rasa macam lonely gila. tiba-tiba sudden attack missing being in hostel haunted me. how great my friends, my seniors, my teammates and all of them back then. how good them treated me, aaaaa all those freaking memories, i miss them a lot.
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